A Lost Friend

Have you ever had someone that you used to always hang out with, go places together, just somebody who would be right at your door step just as you walk out of your apartment?

Well i have, actually "I had". I lost that friend recently. I still recall all the good times we had together. We would travel around together. We would go around the city and even go over to my girl friends place. She was always there when i needed her but she was never that clingy to actually follow me everywhere.

When i would go to Big W, she would acknowledge that i want to get the groceries on my own and she would wait outside for me.

When i went back home she always respected that i was not that type of guy and she would never come up to my room.

She respected that i needed time on my own to hang out with my other friends and she gladly parked aside, feeling like an outcast as i selfishly clung to my own social peers.

She was my best friend who always stood by me, got me from A to B and she never ever made me feel like i owed her anything. Then one day, she vanished.

She was not waiting downstairs as i came out the door.
There was no one waiting outside the grocer for me, ready to accompany me home.
I feel lost without her. Who could replace that pillar of strength and stability as well as she could. I cant go from place to place as quickly and joyfully as i used to.

I know i only knew you for a couple of weeks now, but i feel that the connection that was much deeper than just a friendship. When i needed to get to places, you were that point of contact you were that moving grace. Unfortunately you were mercilessly stolen from me, but i forgive that person. Who could resist the magnificence that is you and they would probably want to keep magnificence for themselves.

I will miss you dearly my dearest friend, my bicycle, my black hawk with Dunlop tires and a red frame. I will keep the key to your lock and the helmet that came with you with the hopes that one day i will find you again.

Here is a picture of me and my dearly departed. Rest Easy where ever you may be.

I will go on ahead and dream of what might have been and where we could have traveled T.T

Will update you guys next time.